When I was younger I used to come on the internet as a refuge. away from all the people that I mistakenly measured myself against. Now my refuge has become the outside world & nature. Things like Twitter and Facebook just serves to remind me that I still haven’t gotten over a few things. I still end up measuring myself against my friend’s lives and feeling like I come up short. Anxiety is a bitch. it’s my bitch.
I wish I could change the rules to suit me but I can’t. So I’m just going to enjoy nature and get some therapy.
(This post was brought on by this blog Fuck I’m in my 20’s then realising I’m in my 30’s now and nothing’s changed)